Saturday, September 25, 2010

I want to, but I can't. Why? Its not my style. 2.0

I think I’ll use this title from now on whenever I want to complain or vent my frustrations here. And also, post with this title would tend to be quite SS, just so you guys know.

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When can I drop my current image and move on to a new one? When can I be somebody new and not be teased by others? Why is it that when I sometimes wear different clothes, behave or talk a bit differently, others are bound to comment? Is my current self that set until it is almost impossible for others to accept temporary change?

For instance, if I were to firmly voice out my opinion or strongly back up my idea, would it be seen as I’m being stubborn or rebellious? If I were to just deny others of one favour, am I being a bad friend? If I were to reject your ideas, am I being a blocker? Why can’t I express myself freely like others do? Is it because I normally don’t? Is that why others always take it as I’m agreeing with their opinions even though deep down (or perhaps not so deep) I kinda don’t like it??

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