I think, this would really be the first time that I am truly disappointed with my results. I could feel my heart sink when I saw the C+ plastered on the screen. I guess those notes were really mocking me after all, the few weeks back. I wanted to cry, I really did wanted to. But of course, if I had cried, who would be the one who will always smile and say ‘never mind, we’ll do better next time’.
Perhaps I’m being SS, but, I do feel at times that I am the only one that is able to smile during hard times and tell others that it’s ok and do better next time. How am I able to smile I do not know. A smile could hide many things on a person’s face. On the contrary, a person’s eyes can hardly hide anything at all. Those people who were fooled by my smiling face usually miss the sadness in my eyes.
Am I being a total SS? I don’t care; I think it’s good to be an SS once in a while; just not all the time. Makes you feel good about yourself.
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