Sentimental

It’s been almost 6 months now since this page was started under the request of my friend. Looking back at my previous posts, I realized that, as time passed, my posts were becoming more and more sentimental and definitely getting longer. Why longer? Well, I typed it in Word then I transfer it to the blog.

Why more sentimental? I came to realize that I’m getting older and as I do, I tend to hold on to pass memories tighter than usual. The thoughts of me leaving my hometown to study in another town and not being able to see my beloved friends again scared me at one point. However, I’ve gotten over that point. I’m no longer afraid to let go but yet, I can’t help but hold back the last few precious memories which I cherish most.

How can you let go of something which had already been deemed ‘precious’ in your heart? The days we spent talking nonsense in class or in some random venue we picked will be forever cherished and the conflicts we had in our group will continue to serve as guidance for me to make judgments and decisions in the future.

I grew up knowing very little of how harsh and cruel the world can be. All of you have helped open my eyes and to see the world in a whole new perspective. I thank all of you from the bottom of my heart though I’m not sure whether how many of you actually bother to read this anyways.

Thank you.