So with the recent failure, I can say I’m taking it quite well. In fact, I’m thinking that others are taking it worst than me, the fact that I had failed my paper for the first time in a final exam.
When the screen popped up the first thing I did was hit the ‘end’ key on the keyboard since the results are at the bottom of the page and that’s when I saw the letter F staring right back at me. It didn’t shock me as much as I thought it would. Heck, I wasn’t upset at all. My mood was a bit down and I didn’t want to talk about the failure but I wasn’t upset.
Of course it hurts a bit when I see my friends celebrating on FB with posts like ‘thank gooness! All pass’ or ‘yes! Maintained CGPA 3.***’ thanks to that F my CGPA has now dropped from 3.2 to 2.7 and it’s not going to be easy getting that 3 back.
So just to recap, I am not upset. Honestly it may be hard to believe but come on, let’s get real. It’s just an F. you don’t expect me to be dramatic and drop on my knees pounding the floor going ‘NO!!!! I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THIS!!!’ right? haha
So I’ll just do better next time =]
