time to say goodbye

hmm...i dunno how many tiems i have said this but...man, i'm gonna miss u guys so much...and i can't believe i;m saying this but..i'm gonna miss goin to school!!!! crazy, ain't it?? haha...new year is approaching, in 2 days time i'll be 18!! well..almost 18...i can drive!! got my licence!! bt i look damn 'ah-tuh' in tht pic!! oh gosh..i'm gonna carry tht for another 2yrs...*shit*

we went out yesterday...it was...how to say...fun..jus the few of us..like how i had originally planned it to be. and it turned out tht way! i was so happy!! =) my first plan gathering and it jadi!! woohoo!!!!! haha...

everyone is leaving nw..me included..who noes when are we gonna meet up again..after few weeks? months? years?? i dun even dare to think bout it...the sooner the better!!!! hopefull after we get our results..then we can go out n play again like the way we used to..go buy chips and snacks, head to jen's place...clean it, take out the mattress, eat the snacks and talk crap the whole day...don't u guys miss those times?? haha...*smiles*

hello and goodbye

it seems like only yesterday we stepped into secondary school. and now..look at us..all growned up, waiting to spread our wings and fly away frm our nest(oh...how dramatic). my heart is still so small, i'm nt sure if i can make it out there on my own. i still need the comfort of Sitiawan..haha..and my beloved friends of course!!!!
sad isn't it? we about to embark on a journey tht will take us to who noes where in this world. and the worst part of all, we don't even now which road to take. '2 roads diverge in a yellow wood, and i;'m sorry tht i could not take both' familiar??? haha..i'm so dramatic nw..
i feel as if everything is so rushed! at first we were saying..'aiya y go january...no time to play' nw..everyone goin january..ish..aiya...i also goin january la..hehe..my class start 18th...haha

To: My Best-est Roomie ever

This post has been reposted on 18.9.2011 and the content has been changed from the original.

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Dear Best-est Roomie ever,

I am very well aware that there is no way, in a million years, can I say this without sounding like a total weirdo and maybe even worst, a complete gay. So here it goes, I miss you, very much actually.

Today is your 19^th birthday and I’m sorry that I cannot do anything more than just post ‘Happy Birthday’ on your Facebook wall.

We drifted very quickly after camp due to time and distance. The last time I heard you say ‘I miss you’ was two years ago when you blogged about it. I was happy that you did, because I’ve always thought that you thought that I was just another weird/messy kid you had to put up with for two weeks then you’re never gonna see the kid anymore. That post was a welcome relief to me.

Did you know that the pear I gave you was actually mine and not an extra we had? You told me before you like pears and I just decided to save mine for you when we had pears as ‘fruit of the meal’ on night. It would’ve been a bit awkward if I had given it to you directly so I just left it on your bed for you to find when you came back because when you have returned to the room, I would’ve left for 2days. I’m sorry I lied that that pear was an extra.

During the course of the 10-day camp, we seldom saw each other because of clashing schedules. You would be gone for 2days and by the time you have returned, it was my turn to leave. It was always like that until the last few days when all the expeditions were over. I remembered once I went on the sea expedition while you went for your land expedition and we didn’t see each other for 3whole days.

I saw you, 3days later, while I was escorting the kids taking out the trash. You walked through the gates in your signature yellow and red Selangor long sleeved shirt, the only long sleeved shirt you packed for the whole camp. I wanted to throw you a hug but obviously it would’ve been weird so I ended up waving and shouting ‘Yo Selangor!!’ and you shouted back ‘Yo Sitiawan!!’

Yea, this is starting to get weird so I’ll stop now.

It’s almost the end of the day and your birthday would be over soon.

Happy Birthday, the Best-est Roomie I ever had

From,

Your Dear OB Roomate =]